Spare My Heart (even if it’s quite too late)

Tonight I choose not to reply
I choose to let all of these die
‘Cause there’s no point to try
If something will bloom then you’ll just say good bye.

Don’t ask why I treat you coldly
Every thought of you hurts me
You’re not aware, I know. I’m Sorry.
But I have to go before I love you deeply.

Call me a coward but I don’t want to be
There when you walk away from me
Selfish I know but can’t you see
You already have almost the half of me.

If you can’t stay please spare my heart
You’re still here but you’re tearing it apart
If you’ll soon be gone then where shall I start?
As earlier as possible please, just spare my heart.

Three Words

I miss you...

Typed those words just to delete.
Three words for so long I've tried to keep.
But hey, it's you my heart longs to meet.
Will you make my day complete?

Subtle are my words to let you know
A part of me went missing when you chose to go
Now I'm trying to figure out what you have sown
In my heart something's unusual starting to grow.

I love you.

I shook my head at the thought of it
Three words that I wish I could forget
'Coz my heart is not ready to risk again yet
Embracing it might be my gravest regret.

We're pushing and pulling the tie
No one's ready to give it a try
Both afraid to move across the line
Tell me honestly, are we here just to waste our time?